| I think I've changed alot..! Last time, I don't really listen to anyone.... I just do what I like.. And I get what I want... I guess some things need to listen and some things can't get it whenever I want it... Now I'm starting to understand the power of love... I don't know why I started to listen a person and try to make her happy... But no matter how hard I try I just keep on failing and falling... I just can't do anything but to be loyal for love..? Anyway, some people who wants to scold me will start saying I'm not loyal to love... BLAHBLAHH..! Your not me and "YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I DOING AND WHAT I'VE DONE.....!" I had never betrayed any of my Ex Steads or whatsoever... Although I had GanDarlings or GameWifes, I most of my Ex Steads knew I don't really love them and I'm only trying to make friends.. But there are also 2 or 3 of them that said I'm two timing them... Then anyway I had no choice.. If they say that I'm two timing them then if they ask for break then I only can agree with them.. If I don't agree things get worst.... And in my life, I only break up with girls because I is really don't love them, AND EVEN, I starting already don't love them thats why I broke up with them... Err so those who I broke up with I'm sorry I broke your hearts... But I was forced by my friends to stead with you guys... Please forgive me.. Cause they say that I have no stead and want me to find one.. Then I just said "Ohh......" Cause I had no choice if I say No, Then they will start asking me "WHY??WHY?!?!" And I hate it.. So ermm I just sorry ladies... And those who you guys ask for a broke up with me, is all I truly love before... And I really had no choice.. I don't want to be enemies with you guys I want to be friends with you... Or even better, I hope you can give me another chance next time..... I only wish is just to find a girl who truly love me and that I love her too... And have a happy family.. I don't want any enemies I want more friends.. But if I had no choice to have enemies, then I either I can talk to them kindly and ask to be friends or I can give them the hard way when I get hurt and they get hurt... I don't care whether is a girl or a boy, older or younger.... I just want to make friends and not make enemies..! I want to be loved by a nice and caring girl....
Publicized ByI MISS HER and LOVE HER! @ 7:14 AM
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